Old post.

 

Before


After


Heidi and I at her dad's wedding!


Call me strange but I like the muddy, slush snow..

Jillaina's letter to Santa and his response.

 

My Christmas shoes!!




"I'm a pirate!"





Best. Babysitter. Ever.


I love the sky too much.

My whole life for those two weeks that I was sick.. books, homework, crocheting, and tv series.

I dunno..

*I have NO idea how long this has been sitting in my drafts, it has to have been a couple of months... sorry that it never posted! But throwbacks are always fun too! :)

32 days.

 

Hi.

That's how long until I will be in New York City for the very first time. Back in February our trip to Ukraine had to be canceled due to unrest in the country.  But we are all really excited for NYC! Partly nervous, but mostly excited. 

one of my favorite days in New York, visiting the half frozen lake.

Visiting Grandma's gravestone for the very first time..


Niagara tho...

And thennn, only 42 days until we go to Minnesota for Kortney and Mat's wedding. I can't wait to see all my New York family again! I've missed them so so SO much.. although two months isn't very long, it has felt like so much more!

The past months have been pretty crazy, with babysitting and preparations for the mission trip. I've also been looking at colleges, it is so weird that I am old enough to make a for sure decision for my future. There are so many different things that I could choose and I am only supposed to choose one? Choices, choices...How fun.

 Relaxing in OKC with some of my favorite kiddos.


"He thinks I'm his daddy! Silly kitty!"


No comment. ;)


Tuesday was Jillaina's 10th birthday, we had chicken and rice for dinner, and cake after with some of our older brothers and sisters. Heidi surprised me with a visit, I've missed her! It is weird not to see her very much anymore. Hopefully this summer we can hang out more!

"Kitties!!"

Easter at Jennaea and Ben's

 

Yay for cousins!

 

And grandmas and uncles!

 

Favorite photo from a couple weekends ago.

This is a public service announcement:
Sonic now has NERDS slushies. I recommend the grape with NERDS. You would think that adding to such a great flavor as grape would be superfluous, but believe me, it's not! They are way up there with cranberry limeades(lite ice, extra limes, and the occasional addition of lemons)

Hey... if anyone wants free kittens we've got seven.. but seriously. Come and get'em.

I love making birthday cards. :)

 

You know you needed to laugh..

I guess that's all.
Until next time.
Stay real folks.






 

Hi.

 

I suppose I owe you all an apology for leaving you for so long.

So.

I'm sincerely sorry.

Now, If you have accepted my humble apology,

please, please, continue on to hear of my lame excuse.

(and of my random life)

 

We hosted our annual Wilson Reunion this past weekend.

Lemme tell ya, it was something else!

Relatives traveled from all around.

Colorado, Texas, Indiana, New York, Minnesota.

There were about 50 people at my house

it felt a little bit like grand central station at times

we played a lot of games of Five Crowns.

(i lost them all)

I met my dear new baby cousin, Jack.

(that kid is adorable)

we ate too much food.

At times the sound of all the voices got overwhelming.

I made some pretty fantastic Chicken Soup, if I do say so myself.

I missed my Matthews cousins.

(a lot)

the weather was fantastic.

my best friend came and stayed the weekend.

she is really cool.

Isaac posted everything we did on the Facebook event page.

Everyone stayed up too late making memories.

The guys played basketball a lot.

The girls took walks up and down the dirt road.

We made several Wal-Mart runs.

Nights were spent around the piano singing hymns.

All in all.

We had a fantastic time.

(but we missed the ones who didn't make it)

 

Sometime I will write a post with a bunch of pictures from off the Facebook Event page.

 

I love you.

 



•for when you have no words and your mind is on replay•

Walks to Starbucks in your favorite jeans and happy shoes. 

Supper on the Suburban, right before a huge thunderstorm -- just because.  

Nephew and Uncle

Birthday cheesecake for Tear and Lucas 

The terrible rash I got after my first bell choir practice.. :( sad night all around, 

--everyone is beautiful, you just have to look-- 

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I found some words in me. The past few weeks my life has been consumed with giving and giving and giving of myself until there is nothing left. And yet, there are always more people who need me. 

I'd started to get restless of this, of constantly running on empty. Until I realized one night as I was hearing testimonies of people who spent their summers giving. Of their time and resources. As I sat there, I came to the realization. These people, they weren't unhappy. They were filled with J.O.Y. They got restless sometimes, but they were happy to be empty, if that meant that someone else was full. 

My life isn't how I imagined it would be. I'm in a totally different place than I ever imagined being. But I've started to like it. Because if I'm empty, that means there's room for God. And if I'm empty, that means others are full. 

I think I like being empty too. 

Because in the end. 

I'm full too.

Full of Christ. 

-Jyc- 

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